January 2011
12 posts
She was a liar, a compulsive liar. Her bag draped across her body as she walked, swinging in sync with her movements, as her hands curled around the text books in her arms. She walked, and her eyes rarely left the floor, except for when someone called her name, at which time she’d tuck her hair behind her ear, lift her face, and smile across the hall with that tight, close-lipped smile that...
Worthlessness is but a comparison. To compare to the one beside you, to the one behind you, the one within you, or the one in front of you, is to take one’s self and thrust it into the worth of another, a worth incapable of filling, a worth hindered by the qualifications of an entirely separate entity. In the presence of another, I will always be worthless.
But if worthlessness is a...
I want you, honestly and entirely
Lacking structure or support
Raw and bare
Falling apart at the seams and pieced together in the center
You will adorn nothing but your own
An empty shell
Filled with space, welcoming and discreet
The clutter of expectations, false realities, stricken to extinction
Can I fall apart?
Can I please fall apart?
Wilted, against society
A disaster confronted...
I can't write. So I'll just reblog. →
jasonotoole:
When I was 19 I left everything I knew.
I drove to Nashville in the heat of a summer’s night. When I finally saw the city lights, it felt like my spirit shouting “hello” to me for the first time.
The first summer I spent in Nashville, I lived on a mattress that was my bedroom.It stood about 5 inches off the ground, and if I lied down on it too fast, my back would hit the ground...
“Freshman year, I was myself. Then sophomore and junior year, I went through all...”
– I feel like I’m going through this right now. I need to just be.
I feel pretty great right now. I’m little and insignificant, and I don’t need much at all. I’m just glad you finally get it.
2010 was, for lack of a better word, angsty. I was angry, a majority of the time. Frustrated, lost, stressed, really just pissed off. The year began with a group of people that would ultimately lead to my own demise. I fell in 2010. I wouldn’t necessarily say they dropped me, but rather I decided to jump.
In 2010, I leapt. I took off from the stability I had always lived with and...
